april 6
things that come back at night
i keep thinking about things that don’t matter anymore like they still have a permanent address in my head. embarrassing for me, really.
i keep thinking about things that don’t matter anymore like they still have a permanent address in my head. embarrassing for me, really.
some feelings don’t leave with any drama. they just sit in the corner quietly and make everything heavier than it was five minutes ago.
i don’t think my brain has had a clean desktop moment in years. there is always one memory loading in the background.